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I read the words of Holy Scripture that I must learn from to get to where I am destined to go. I intensely search for the answers that lie within each one of them all to get me prepared for that inevitable crossing over. I see the doors that are slowly being opened, showing me that I must spiritually succeed to ever be able to venture across their thresholds. The doors remain open, so that I can see glimpses of all that lies on the other side. And always revealing two possibilities: visions of success and visions of failure. Now I know it's time to get serious about my future. My days here are numbered, and I don't know if I will have to leave tomorrow or the next day, though I know it will be soon. I know that life goes by fast, and there is not much time left for me to figure it all out. I'm the type that needs an ultimate plan, because if I don't have one, I will get sidetracked and lost, like I have so many times before. So everyday left is a gift to get my mind, body, spirit, and soul ready for all that lies ahead. "So, I ask you, my Holy Lord, always shine your light for me to follow, so that I will not get lost again. You know my weaknesses better than I do. Lift me up, Lord; I need your strength. To your glory, power, and majesty, I surrender all that is of my living soul. I love you so very much, Jesus; please allow me to be fully prepared for all that lies beyond where I am destined to go."

I don't assume that a living soul consists of power and light. I know that it does because I have been shown the proof. Through continual prayer that did not waiver, I was granted the most excellent view—a glimpse into my own soul. The soul is a miracle of its own; there are no words that can describe its wonders. We each have a piece of heaven that is eternal and true. The soul consists of many supernatural forces that are not of this world; they are of the heavenly and celestial, and they all belong to ourselves. It took a lot of prayer, hope, determination, and persistence to prepare myself for this first encounter. I looked deep within myself; it was there that my awareness entered the most secret and sacred place that lies hidden within. And sooner than later, each will get to cross, or have to cross, that spiritual line that exists within life to look inside their own soul as well. When this happens, is when each begins their own missions to find the reasons and the answers for it all? Which brings more questions than answers because the elements of the living soul are undeniably overwhelmingly surreal. It opens one's eyes to the truths of life and elevates faith to the next level. I have always believed in the soul's supernatural fact of life, and now my hope has been confirmed by its realities.

"Thank you for allowing me to look inside my spirit and my soul; now I understand what makes them what they are: connection to all that is of your own. Now I know how the soul works with the self to create a force that cannot be denied. Thank you for showing my faith in it all; now I know the bond that we share can never be broken. Living in your Holy Spirit redefines reality to the fullest degree to the point where nothing else matters anymore except for all that is your own. Living in your love has taught me that learning about the light of a living soul is one of the everlasting plans for life".

Everyone who teaches their spirit all that is holy; gets blessed by all spirits of the heavens. If one teaches their spirit of goodness; spirit is content, and shares all that is of the celestial. If one does not teach their spirit to be grounded in righteousness; spirit seeks alternate destinations for gratification, and will not know the difference between fallacies and truths. Self-spirit thrives for constant communication and attention. Without acknowledgment, it seeks companionship somewhere else. So, bless your own spirit with much love. Learning and conditioning of self-spirit, is a continual journey that brings strengths and rewards. Spiritual awareness is about constant and gradual change to prepare for a prosperous spiritual life; both in this world, and the next. And because of this; truths change as spiritual awareness matures. The more one learns, the more that is revealed; and with revelation the spirit touches the heavens.

Everyone’s spirit is uniquely individual; with different qualities and capabilities all of its own. You and your spirit are a team; learn together and bless each other to enjoy bliss. Learning about the spiritual is a never-ending journey; the greatest purpose of life. Do not build walls around your spirit; which will separate you from all outside spiritual realities. All the strength that you will ever need lives inside your spirit and soul; just ask for help from our Lord, and you will begin to take total control. That is why the walls that we have built around our hearts, and our spirits for protection must be knocked down to learn how to build strengths. We must face our weaknesses head on, in order to get strong. Knockdown those walls that you have built that you think are keeping you safe, because they are not, they are only keeping you contained. They are not protecting anything; they are only limiting your new-found faith from growth. Your faith wants to bless all that is of your own; though your faith must be free to receive communication with all that lies above. Set your spirit free, then you will see it is the greatest freedom ever known.

I never gave up, and I still keep trying to get as close as possible to Holy Spirit as I can. Through faith is where the distance exists. This kind of distance isn’t measured with lengths; this kind of distance is measured with strengths. I know that he already lives inside me, and I know that I already live inside him. And I also know that there is so much more I have to learn to advance. So, I will keep persisting with diligence to be able to fulfill my spiritual destiny. And every time a valuable lesson is learned; another one is prepared to keep leading me along this journey. Every lesson is built on the success of the last; without success, I cannot advance. As each truth is revealed through faith; even more awareness is given then. This is how Holy Spirit reveals his truths to all who yearn to do his will. This is how spiritual awareness grows to condition a faith to get strong. Do not slow spiritual growth down by weakness or doubt. Trust in the Lord and you will always prevail. One is always capable of moving forward to fulfill their own spiritual destinies. If one doesn’t give up and keeps on trying, they will surely be blessed to achieve many wonderful spiritual accomplishments.

You’re a survivor so never give up. You’re a fighter so, stand strong. You could make anything happen in your life that you want to if you try. You could easily reach the heavens that dwell within the stars and the stars that dwell within the heavens; nothing will be denied through Christ, just as long as you have the faith to succeed. Just keep on trying with all of your strength and before you know it you will have victory after victory. Just keep on reaching for Heaven, and Heaven will take your side, and bless you endlessly. Keep on hanging on with all of your strength, and keep on pushing for faith to grow. You will never be denied any of your dreams; you will watch them all come true. We can make it; we can have it all through faith.

Spiritual growth is like a stairway to Heaven which takes one higher and closer to God. Each stair is a like a lesson of spiritual awareness that must be learned. Once the answer is discovered, one can advance up to the next stair to a higher level. Every stair and every lesson are built on the last accomplishment. It is the never-ending spiritual purpose for life. The stairway was designed for anyone and everyone who desire to spiritually advance a quick and easy way. One can move up the stairway to reach the heavens anytime; it has always been there and will always be.

Just take it one step at a time. The way of the Lord is his Holy Spirit that does lead one to where they truly belong. The will to persevere is in love, and the drive to succeed is a most desired spiritual need. And hope will lead one along the way. Stay strong; desire the strength to achieve victory to glorify our Lord. I’m a survivor, and I’m a fighter. I can clearly see myself finishing this race to the end. No one ever said it would be easy, though it really is if one is determined to learn the way of our Lord. To achieve great accomplishments does take a lot of hard work, though it is extremely well worth the effort, because the blessings are many. You just have to stay strong to reap the rewards.

“Thank you for your inner peace that your Holy Spirit gives; You fulfill my entirety. My emotions overjoy in your passion and exist to praise your glory alone. There isn’t any other love powerful enough to transform me like the way that yours does. Just the thought of you intensifies my faith; You cause my spirit to soar higher and farther than its ever known. Through you, I stand strong enough on spiritual ground to not be shaken anymore. And when the opposing forces attempt to take me down, like they often do; they quickly reject, because they know I belong to you. You have taught me well of strength; to be joined with all that is of your own. And as our bond gets stronger; the love that you share brings unimaginable awe, as my faith in your love continually escalates. Every day is a blessing to feel your mercy and grace which anointed my soul. And I pray that my praise for your glory will continue to mature, so that I may learn to glorify you in ways that I wasn't capable of before. I hope and pray this is what I am destined to do. I know that as my faith grows in your love, my eyes will be opened to many more answers, and many more reasons for your living truths. This is what my soul was created for; to always live inside your love.

Thank you for allowing me to learn about my spirit. Now I am better prepared for all that is coming ahead. Thank you for all the many blessings; they will not be given in vain. I plan on doing whatever it takes; so that you are proud of me. Thank you for letting me learn of all that is of the invisible that my faith cannot conceive of; to prepare myself for all that lies on the other side. Thank you for allowing me to learn to keep the peace and the love alive; while all the while fighting battles of the opposing and questionable. Now I know this inner peace which dwells within my thoughts, my spirit, and my soul is here to stay because of you. Where all that is spiritual and corporeal join together as one definition without separation to proclaim Your Majesty.”

Your living soul is the richest of all treasures; waiting patiently for you to discover its powers. Soul is the very core, the very essence of everlasting life. You are the light of the world; you are radiant, you are wonderful, and you are loved. All the heavens are patiently waiting for you to figure it all out. You don’t need anything else, or anything more to learn how to soar to where angels reside. Your soul possesses all the answers concerning the celestial that you will ever need to know about. It will teach you all of its mysteries to lead you to the brightest of all light; learn to listen to it carefully to be able to satisfy all of its desires and needs. Give your soul all that it wants, and it will reward you abundantly. Nourish your soul well with the bliss of holy for its secrets to be revealed. Light of soul hungers to be fueled from all that is holy and true above all. Trust in all that you are; you are your own living soul before anything else. Your soul is a miracle; the very work of God alone. Look within, and you will see the treasure that you really are; you alone are the most valuable treasure in all the universe. And always remember the golden rule of the soul; it cannot be questioned, or doubted, it can only be accepted through faith to bless all that is of your own.

There are two kinds of spirits; those that bless, and those that do not. I feel the positive spiritual winds trying hard to fuel my fire, and I feel the negative trying hard to put out my flame. Once you learn about spirits; you will not be fooled, and not be tossed, or lost ever again. I found the strength I needed to overcome and rise above through Jesus Christ alone. And now, everything is calm in the spiritual winds that my spirit touches; ever since my awakening has turned my life around. Much is being rearranged to oblige the change occurring; now that I am seeing everything the way it really is. I finally understand that Holy Spirit has been patiently waiting for me to realize that life is not a game of win or lose; but of life or death. I have finally learned how to bless and to be blessed. The spiritual winds are finally blowing for me, they are not blowing against me anymore; they have become my friend. I have been relaxed enough to just sit and listen to the silent movement that is of their own. They do not blow, they are not pushed or pulled; they only respond with or without resistance if they must. They are much like my own spirit is; they do not push, or pull; they only react while always waiting for the calm.

Many souls have come and gone, being tossed with the spiritual winds; not ever having a clue to what the meaning and the purpose of their life is? Not being able to stand their own ground, not being able to move their spiritual selves closer towards Holy Spirit’s comforting touch; only because they didn’t take the conditions of their own spirit and soul most seriously. Only because they didn’t learn that Holy Scriptures are the very words of God for the purpose of all that exists, and for the definition and the purpose for life. May God bless them all to find his mercy and love.

Individual thoughts and condition of self-spirit are directly connected together. They are each independent of each other; each has its own purpose, though are dependent on each other to define overall life force. The two work together in harmony for better, or in disarray for worse. One’s thoughts determine influence on condition of spirit, just as condition of spirit determines influence on thoughts. It all begins by evaluating and prioritizing emotions, desires, passions, and faith for results. Know, that to better positive influence alone sometimes is impossible; sometimes we need divine help from the Lord.

To control the thoughts of self is to be capable of controlling one’s own spirit. If one cannot control their own thoughts, then one is incapable of controlling the spirit of self and vice versa. One’s thoughts determine all that they are being influenced by, and of all they are influencing concerning the spiritual. This is very important to recognize, and once recognized to begin spiritual conditioning for spiritual growth. The spirit of self is in constant union or separation with all that the spiritual defines. It’s all about spiritual prioritizing all that is of values of self, and understanding that all that exists of the spiritual is already governed by authorities in every possible form. One cannot make up their own rules concerning the spiritual realms; one can only learn to play by the rules.

Let me introduce you to the spiritual world that I live within. It is of a faith that exists without limits; therefore, allowing being seen. Allowing corporeal and spiritual to share one reality; simultaneously existing as one. I have followed my faith to become joined with it all. And because I recognize it; it recognizes myself. And because I bless it; it blesses myself. All that is defined by my confidence remains constant without a waiver or fail. It is about learning of qualities and quantities of faith to find its reasons. It is a delicate line of certainty that cannot be questioned, and must be accepted for the spiritual to reveal what is hidden; when accepting of its unanswered mysteries leads to understanding for those who vow to live by its truths.

I have been allowed to push myself towards higher spiritual awareness with the aid of faith and prayer; to where is all that consists of holy light of the heavens. Of where is all that thrives for Christ which eliminates chaos and darkness. Of where the invisible power separates all realms that are of his truth from those of which that are not. Of where is all who share his love, who willingly surrendered their life for his reward; which is greater than anything anyone has ever known. It's about learning the mysteries of the living soul to prepare for the eternal. And to know why all spirits can or cannot be joined, because all forces by nature attract, or repeal.

I am stronger now that I am learning of all that these spiritual truths reveal. I have become strong enough to recognize the illusions from the truths. Blessings that I needed to learn to have slowly found me, because I held on to the truth of holiness, and admitted that I was weak and asked for help from above. I didn’t question the truth at the beginning of my mission; I only questioned myself. This is what made it so easy for me to learn. Though still, I knew that the knowledge I had was lacking the strength that was needed to be able to fathom the unimaginable. To be able to comprehend the reality of the spiritual that holiness contains. So, I surrendered to its all, and because of this, I have slowly been taught what the walk of faith truly means.

I have surrendered to a new abounding hope that has awakened within; which generates intense faith exceeding its previous extremes. It yearns for companionship to bless and be blessed. It rejoices with attention with all that shares of the same and basks within tranquility with its new-found strength. It is abounding hope that bonds together with unwavering faith and unconditional love to form a union within the soul; creating one force that is capable of reaching the highest of all heavens. It reaches out confidently knowing that it is recognized, and it praises, and it glorifies wholeheartedly. This ablest of hope is being nourished by Holy Spirit; with anticipation of becoming one with his all. My hope is absorbed with adoration that I pray will continually grow.

The more my hope yearns to adhere; the more transformation occurs. I have learned that spiritual answers don’t always come easy; sometimes spiritual gain takes earnest devotion to achieve. With my over achievement, my hope has taught me to see through the veil, and every glimpse that becomes clearer; I strive the even more vigorously. And the more I see; the even more that is revealed to be learned. I have learned that my life is a journey of spiritual growth to learn of hopes truths to partake in Holy Spirit’s will. And the more I learn; the more I want to know. Hopes truths are lessons that are revealed by a sequence that are all spiritual levels to bring insight into Holy Spirit’s everlasting light. This hope confirms my love for all that is of his own which has taken my conscienceness to the next level; changing my very spirit and soul.